January 2010
21 posts
no more shinee
i wanna go tmr but yet i dun feel like gg. why? cuz we are halfway through the projs, and we have 2! fml. i’m an angsty bitch right now. bye. with love, lu
Jan 30th
someone
heyyo. just to clarify, the someone that i mentioned in the previous post is EUGENE TEO :) he’s upset now. i’m sorry!!! so, i am proud to say i helped eugene teo dl 10snsd’s songs ytd night XD with love, lu
Jan 29th
strength
배고파요! i’m hungry! i just helped someone dl 10songs at a go. snsd, who else. haha! i’m hungry. i’m hungry! anw, i hope i can tahan through next wk. 1. GTT submission & presentation 2. BCS submission & presentation 3. PS presentation 4. BCS end sem test! 5. CS2 summative test! 6. GTT test 7. CS2 interview role play! 8. BASIC CAL end sem test! then cny. oh ya, im...
Jan 28th
i wanna retire.
omgosh. i just realised how bad my posture is :( gotta change before its too late. anw, pretty irked by the fact that it is everywhere now. call me selfish, i dun care. its no longer exclusive, its fucking commercialised right now. 2003-2008 were the best times. thanks to nobody, it no longer is. with love, lu
Jan 27th
down on my luck:(
i think i am scraping the idea of gg hk alone cuz teng said it wasn’t safe. so shan’t even beg dad. ponned sch today. window shopped online the entire day. wanted to buy stuff from gmarket. each time i saw a nice pair of heels and plan to order alr, its either oos or there’s no size available. wtf. such luck man. tempt me to buy many many heels tmr on my trip to bugis with teng....
Jan 25th
im desperate to get out of sg!
currently calculating my finances right now. should i work my butt off during the hols? or should i go hk, alone? the latter sounds gd! dad sort of allows me to go hk cuz we have relatives there. I’VE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO SOMEWHERE ALONE! bagpacking style. HAHA! but abt the financially independent part.. oh man. how?! i have yet bought my cny clothes plus i saw this cute audio tech earpiece...
Jan 23rd
time flies
at 2am this day 10years ago, 爺爺 left us for a better world. hope he’s ok there. just wanna let him know that i miss him
Jan 19th
Jan 18th
issues
dad told me smth just now, smth that he might have to do if its inevitable. and the thought of it just doesn’t appeal to me y’know. my aim is to be financially independent by next yr. a family must always stay tgt no matter what. its 1.30am right now and im crying like a cry baby. hate myself for being so weak. with love, lu
Jan 17th
jackpot
OMG MY FIRST VISIT TO THE JACKPOT ROOM AND I WON 50BUCKAROOS! just when i was talking to ed abt gg to genting and jackpot-ing. i decided to go to the one at nsrcc where i was having dinner. i started with 10bucks. uncle gave me 50bucks to start off as well. i played for a while and had 3major wins before i take the money and run! haha. stop playing in other words. LOL! i came back with 120bucks....
Jan 17th
imu
love dad cuz he got me a fuck fcuk watch with blings XD love mum cuz she got me my hoegaarden from dfs XD envy my sister cuz she received 350buckaroos from moe envy my bro cuz he received 650buckaroos from moe with love, lu
Jan 16th
buussyyyy~~
the next few wkends will be very hectic for me :( grp proj meet ups and lots of presentations to prepare which means more scripts to memorise. omg. i just cant wait till exams are over. thats when the fun begins. i hope that dad will let me go to jkt to visit popo and at the same time bring her over to sg :) she promised me she’ll come. i miss her. the last time i saw her was jun’08....
Jan 15th
sick
dint go sch at all. slight fever and cold. slept with a jacket on, covered with my blanket at only 24deg -.- but im fine now. fever gone. have to get well soon cuz tmr’s gonna be a long long day. 9 to 6. and a long wkend ahead, lots of roleplay preparation to do! with love, lu
Jan 13th
XMXG
it irks me that ppl talk about their ‘kpop idols’ all day long and knows shit about them. recent convo i had with X, X bought strawberry flavour hello panda and pocky biscuit. me:”i dint know u like strawberry flavour.” X:”oh, i like it recently cuz eunhyuk was eating it on some show.” WTF-.- older convo i had with her wks ago, me:” u know some...
Jan 12th
i spent all my pay within 5hours, talk abt...
went to t3d for lunch, had my aglio:) then went on to meet shortcuts w/o yy. TRIED FISH SPA! like finally. after 1year of wanting to try. it was ticklish at first but u’ll get used to it la. only grace and i did it. i’m so sorry sugar! the fishes flocked to me and ignored her totally. fyi, i have lots of dried skin:( and she scrubs her feet often, thats why. then we went to t1’s...
Jan 5th
best quote ever!
u dun die a virgin, cuz u’ll always get fucked by life. peace off~
Jan 4th
thanks again
thanks for making my life hell. thanks for making me feel this way. why can’t life be simpler?
Jan 4th
i pray.
life’s pretty unpredictable. granduncle got admitted to the hospital. but i heard he’s getting better, so its fine. get well soon! and uncle sumo got into a traffic accident this morning. he’s in icu right now as i’m typing, struggling and fighting hard to live on. i pray for you and you. at 8 tmr morning, the doctors will tell uncle steven and fam what are the chances for...
Jan 4th
thanks
i change for the better, i change to be tougher, not to impress you or anything, but to protect myself for getting hurt, by you. with love, lu
Jan 4th
2010
resolutions: 1. take up korean lessons. 2. lose weight, tone up. 3. do all my tutorials and proj on time, no last min work. 4. love my fam and friends more. 5. be optimistic. 6. treasure life, treasure what i have. 7. make my parents proud of me, for at least one thing. 8. do not be late for lessons/ dates/ appointment 9. fight hard for what i want, or i wun get what i want. 10. follow...
Jan 2nd
life-less
2010 may not be a gd yr afterall. maybe it wasn’t meant to be.
Jan 1st